If design is in you, it wants to come out. It will find a way. It may take on several faces and expressions over the course of your life. One day it may overtake you and bubble over like a fountain, while the next day it may take a long nap, groaning and rolling over when poked. If you are faithful to your sense of design, be assured it will continue on your journey with you until you discover a form that is a perfect fit. Then you will sprout wings and fly.